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today, as the priest yesterday said, is our judgment day.. well, the start of… i’ve got an exam later this day…. but i’m not that worried about it… i’m more scared of the ret dem this afternoon (injection)… i’m afraid i might do it wrong… tomorrow i’ll be dead! dead-tired that is… got PHC am and pm, econ is okay… won’t matter…. PHYSICS will be tomorrow too! ah! i wonder how i’ll get along….

anywayz, i don’t know why or how, but still, the peace of mind and the light-hearted feeling is still there… deep-within… i don’t know if i’m just being dumb, or numb… but i don’t feel anything so fearing… no anxiety, i’m not stressed-out anymore… i’m not even tired! am i still alive or what???

maybe church helped me alot… don’t ya think so? it’s all i have now… all that’s left in me is my faith in HIM… so, DADDY GOD, please don’t leave me… just show me the way…

~ by kathy-yen on October 10, 2005.